My mom always said she liked her coffee taupe; I like mine that way, too. However, I do add some agave nectar to mine. She only wanted real half and half in hers. Today is going well. I feel a load has been lifted off of me since I let my boss know my true feelings pertaining to my job here. Although, that freedom has made me very lax about wanting to come to work at all. I keep believing that Tuesday I will find out the my Progesterone levels are wonderful and expect on the 6th of March to see a positive pregnancy test. Please Lord, let this be the month.
I want to be home. I want to be indulging in cooking and cleaning... art and sewing...
It's funny how over the last year, it has been hard to do those things. Now that I have a job that I don't need or care for, but have gotten used to being busy all day, I would so rather this busy-ness be done within my home. Thank you Lord, for this experience as it has ignited my joy to be home. I pray for the opportunity soon to do that; I pray that Tuesday I hear good news toward my pregnancy and I can begin a new season in my life.
I have already started taking my Folic Acid... an elevated dosage recommended by my OBGYN way back when we first started trying to conceive again. I am glad I stopped taking it then since it has been over a year (I am supposed to take 4000mcg---the average woman needs 400 and the pregnant woman needs 800, so it is substantially higher). I have continued to take PreNatals though... because every month I planned on being pregnant.
Over the years, I see we all really change for better or worse, in small ways, daily, and noticeable ways over longer periods of time, becoming more hardened or free. Maybe I can give my kids or even myself, encouragement in trusting that whatever good or bad we face, God will be the King of our daily morph... He can use it all to His glory...
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