Thursday, January 12, 2012


Parker would be turning 2 tomorrow. My sweet baby. How I still see you and your big bright blues. I wonder what you are doing up there? I miss you down here. How strange that amidst the snow, just now I look up and through my porch window I see a bright red cardinal (my mother's fave bird) seriously as I am typing, and now flown away. It is a reminder to me of something good. I don't know what it is, but tears come now along with a soft smile spreading because there seems to be something wonderful that I don't yet know. I don't know what I believe about people passed getting to check in or watch us, but I do know, I feel her, and at times like these when it happens at this exact moment, when I need it too, I almost think she is. Letting me know they've got him. Happy birthday my sweet MonkeyBear.


  1. Happy 2nd Birthday Precious Parker.....

  2. Happy birthday, Parker bear!!! What a blessed day this is.

    Kindra, I, too, think they can check on us. It may just be a comforting thing that God lets us feel, but I do know that if your momma and my daddy were here they would tell us to keep a smile on our face in the midst of life's tragedies, and that there is a beautiful place waiting on the other side for us. How wonderful that dad and Robbi get to be grandma and grandpa to sweet little Parker! I don't think he could have anyone better looking after him. Love you, sweet sister.