So I am groovin to the music... I have had my cardboard, ahem, I mean oatmeal with raisins and flax seed... like I said, cardboard.... for breakfast... I am getting ready to eat some spaghetti and take a break from my cleaning and dancing for a minute... then at two I will do a mile at the gym..... think I am going to bump it to twice a day today... It is making me feel so good I am not sure I only want to do once a day anymore... shweeeeeet...
Period still here. However, it is so light I almost don't need anything... BUT it still hurts like a beast :)
Okay, so tonight I am going to go to my friend Rachel's, with Robi... it's Grey's Night!!!! YeaYea! WootWoot! Anyway, since I have quit smoking, today has been the hardest. I don't know why other than the fact that Robi smokes and I am heavily a social smoker. YIKES! I don't know.... what.... well, after talking to Rachel, I think I will grab some snacks and keep my mouth busy... I know this is not a good habit to get into, but it is not a daily thing, so I will not worry about it; I am exercising so I am not going to be even concerned about the calories or whatever. I am going to stay focused on the healing of my lungs and the fact that cigarettes give me anxiety really badly.
Alright! That was so much fun! I brought my Twinkies and Nutty Buddy Bars and Chips and had no problem at all. Brought enough for my friends to enjoy them with me ;) of course! Grey's was good; glad Yeng is back! We laughed and just had a great time, which I was so glad because I think Robi really needed some laugh cause her day was rough... but better by the time she left!!! I did not smoke and nor did I really want to... when we left, Robi had her lighter and my auto-reaction was to jump and cover my eyes like I didn't want to see it, but I think only because I thought I would be more tempted than I was, which I wasn't at all. Knee jerk reaction, but no harm at all of slipping! Thank you Father!
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